Britt: I Was Supposed to Leave After Breakfast (32 images)

Britt’s original invitation was for a morning run. That is important to establish, because roughly fourteen hours later I was sitting across from her with a glass of red wine, and somewhere in between those two events I apparently lost control of my own schedule. She had texted the night before and told me she was running the back roads at seven if I wanted to come along. Britt runs four or five mornings a week, never with headphones, and claims the first mile exists exclusively to make her regret beginning. I met her where the pavement gives way to gravel, wearing enough camera gear to guarantee I would not actually be running much of anywhere. She planted her hands on her hips and looked me over. “You understood the assignment perfectly,” she said. Then she took off without me. I caught up eventually, mostly because she stopped to laugh. Britt is one of those people who makes exercise look annoyingly pleasant. She knows the roads around her house well enough to recognize which dogs bark from behind which fences, where the shade lasts longest, and where the road crests just high enough to catch the first good view across the valley. She is competitive only when somebody else is nearby. Alone, she says she jogs. With me there, suddenly there were landmarks we absolutely had to reach before she slowed down. By the time she finally sat on a fence rail to retie her shoe, I was ready to nominate the fence for preservation as a historic site. Britt barely looked winded. “This is why you should run instead of carrying cameras,” she told me. “Then who takes the pictures?” She looked directly into the lens and smiled. “Still sounds like your problem.”

I expected to leave when we got back to her house. Britt had other ideas. She disappeared upstairs to shower and called down that coffee would take five minutes afterward if I wanted some. Five minutes became twenty. At some point she emerged wrapped in a towel, damp-haired and entirely unconcerned about the fact that I was still standing in her kitchen. She caught the expression on my face and stopped. “What?” “Nothing.” “That was a very loud nothing.” I suddenly became fascinated by the coffee maker. She laughed and disappeared again, returning with her hair twisted into a towel and a white robe tied around her waist. Britt makes her coffee absurdly strong, one scoop past whatever the package recommends because, according to her, instructions are written for people who do not truly want coffee. She let me photograph the evidence before pouring two mugs. Sitting there in the warm kitchen while morning light came through the window, I realized how different she was when the day had nowhere urgent to go. Running Britt is focused, fast, and slightly merciless. Robe-and-coffee Britt leans against the counter, asks questions she actually waits for you to answer, and loses ten minutes telling a story because she remembers three other stories halfway through it.

That should have been the end of the morning. Instead, she announced she had errands to run and asked if I was coming. Notice the wording. Not “Would you like to come?” Just a casual assumption that whatever plans I had made for the day had been superseded by Britt needing eggs. She changed into a little white summer dress, left her hair damp, grabbed a woven bag, and tossed me her car keys before immediately taking them back because she remembered I did not know where we were going. Our first stop was a blue street mailbox. She had a letter that needed mailing, an actual stamped envelope in an era when most of us barely remember where stamps are kept. I asked who still gets handwritten letters from Britt. “My grandmother,” she said, slipping it into the box. “She refuses to text.” Then, after a moment, “Honestly, I’m starting to think she has the right idea.” A few blocks later we stopped at the dry cleaner, where Britt collected a red sequined cocktail dress sealed beneath clear plastic. She held it up beside herself and watched me notice it. “Don’t get excited,” she said. I asked where she was wearing it. “Tonight.” “What’s tonight?” She smiled, handed me nothing useful, and walked toward the door. Britt has a particular talent for giving an answer that technically contains information while clarifying absolutely nothing.

The grocery store was apparently unacceptable for eggs because there was a Mennonite farm stand fifteen minutes outside town that sold them fresher. That is how an errand that should have taken ninety seconds became a drive through farm country. Britt did not seem remotely bothered. The stand had eggs, cucumbers, tomatoes, beets, greens, and enough produce to turn her original purchase into a full canvas bag. A buggy rolled along the road behind us while she inspected an open carton and gently shifted one egg with her fingertip. “You know you can buy eggs basically anywhere,” I reminded her. “These chickens are happier.” I asked how she knew. “Look at those eggs.” I looked. They appeared to be eggs. “Radiant,” I said. She ignored me and bought them. This may be the thing I like most about spending time with Britt. She does not arrange her life around efficiency. She will run the longer road because it is prettier, drive fifteen minutes for eggs because she likes the family that sells them, mail a physical letter because her grandmother prefers one, and turn three errands into an afternoon simply because there is no compelling reason not to.

Back at the house, she came through the door carrying vegetables in one hand and the red dress in the other. I finally asked the obvious question. “So who’s the date?” Britt set the groceries down, hung the dress carefully over the back of a chair, and looked at me. “You’re still here, aren’t you?” There are remarks that become flirtation only because of the pause afterward. This was one of them. I reminded her that I had been invited for a run. “And then coffee.” “You didn’t actually invite me to coffee.” “You stayed.” “Then errands.” “Stayed again.” She opened the refrigerator and started putting things away. “I’m noticing a pattern.” I asked whether the dress had been part of this alleged pattern from the beginning. Britt refused to answer.

I went home eventually, although apparently only long enough to shower and change, because shortly before sunset she sent me a photograph of the red sequins hanging against her bedroom door followed by four words: Don’t make me eat alone. When I returned, the woman who had spent the morning in running shoes and the afternoon buying farm eggs opened the door in that dress. Suddenly the mysterious trip to the dry cleaner made considerably more sense. Dinner was simple, the wine was good, and Britt took enormous pleasure in refusing to tell me whether any of this had been planned. Later we carried our glasses outside, where the lights across the water softened into little points behind her. She curled into a chair, turned partly away from me, and then caught me watching her over her shoulder. It was the same look she had given me on the running trail that morning, except neither of us could pretend the camera was the only reason I was looking anymore.

I had arrived at seven in the morning expecting to photograph Britt on a run. I left sometime after midnight with images of gravel roads, wet hair, coffee, a mailed letter, a mysteriously important red dress, farm-stand eggs, groceries, and one very convincing argument that an ordinary day becomes interesting when the right person refuses to let you leave it too soon. I still do not know whether Britt planned the whole thing. I have asked her. She just smiles and says, “You could’ve gone home whenever you wanted.”

The irritating part is that she’s right.

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